Sunday, December 4, 2011

the story inspired by my life story !

Loving you
        By Adriana
        The end of the school year and a new love appears  !

Its on the year 2006 its 16 of October and we are in the city of Bucharest in the beautiful country and full of green Romania, and  in 3 days Isabella she is finishing ,her last year at the  University  of Arts, and Vocals, being the 1st student in her ,,class obtaining a Visa to go to work ,in USA with real pros, but can she do it can ,she face all her demons, and just hopes, that this time she can do it and maybe, this time she can also find love?   And as she prays for wisdom  and for patience as she goes for her last exam she worms her feet as she has to prove that she is the best ….. So she goes inside she sad her hellos and she bows and she plays a music ……I gotta a felling  something its taking over me and she moves and she never moves before as the whole world revolves around her and she sake “s everything and making a right turn she just hopes that this is enough  to get her thru .And she did it plain A+ from all the people…..!And she thanks God and she goes to her friends ;yeah boy I made it and they say good girl ! We love ya!
She calls her mom telling her the great news and they cry on the phone but she needs to get her groove on cause she needs to work tonight because she worked hard to get the money that she needed for the school and any money counts and tonight she has a show with her bf band and she needs to start getting ready because after she is working as a waitress in the local pub also .
And she goes home and in the shower sings the song that she needs to dance in the show and imagines how she is going to be happy in the US but she hopes that she is not going to see again any of her old clients but nobody knows of the secret live that she used to have before she was a born again Christian  but nobody ever will and that’s way she will never get married because who can love a former show girl? And she goes out she gets dressed and she forgets about that because its show time! And  she goes there and gives her all the show its awesome and her bf gets a record deal and giving Isa as everybody calls her a big hug they cry together and looking at the clock she gets dressed for the pub backstage and calls for a cab accidentally hits somebody with her bag .But getting quickly getting in the taxi she doesn’t  have time to apologise and she ask the men to hurry and this time she is right on time with her make up ready and her smile on because she really needs all the tips from here not because she desperate but needs a lot of money in the Us before she gets paid….
Good evening sir!
Good evening Isa
HOW are u ?
I am ok .
We have many bookings today?
Yes, we are full. Time to run.
O.k. I will go to my station.
Go get them Tiger.
Ok.Good evening Sir a table for 1?
Yes please and I hope u don’t hit me again.
O my gosh I dint mean sir I was on a hurry .
I can see why.OK take me to my table please ,.
Right this way .Would u like something to drink .
Yes a pint of your best beer.
OK sir .
Hey Isabel do u know who was that?
No who.
He is the pastry chef from the new restaurant that just opened in the mall they say its good.
Il treat him right .
U do that!
And after reflecting on others customers and as the orders they came like crazy the pub its all super full before leaving the mysterious men gives Isabella a big tip and thanks her for being so nice to him she looks for the first time in his eyes and she sees the most beautiful 2 brown eyes deep as a olive and his skin to nice like it’s the most beautiful men in  the world and his height just perfect for her not to tall not to small his 1-70 cm and   as she receives the money from his hand feels his skin again so soft like a baby bottom and so firm like a rock she needs to snap quickly before she looks more at him because maybe she is going to have a night stand with him and that its not allowable especial because she is a christian  and she would not allow anybody to use her or her body.
So waking up from the dream that she is in she thank him and walks away to start to serve all the other clients that they are waiting and after 3 hours all the people finished eating and only 10 tables left to be cleared she gets her other shoes on and she starts to take everything inside and she even stars to help a lil bit the dishwasher and she gets all the plates in to the kitchen all her regulars costumers wish her all the best in the Us and they gave her some small gifts being the best waitress in the 6 years while she worked in there and her boss calling her in the office gives her the extra money that she needs to stay ok in the Us and bursting in to tears gives him a real good hug and as cleans all the rest of the tables and puts on tablecloths and lovely flowers she remembers all the good times and how she is going to remember everyone of the friends made here and as she wipes her tears away all those friends that she is thinking about they just appear  in the restaurant and the staff that worked with her tonight also giving a big cake to blow some candles’ and as everybody sad their goodbyes she gives a good speech; Well my people I made it! Yeah baby I am the biggest lucky women alive to have friends like u! And all the money to prove it !Ha ha ! I love each and one of u!J
MuAh! Goodnight and god bless ya!
Yeah what ever we love ya to! When are u gonna get married?
When I want to! HA ha!
And as she goes home in the taxi falls asleep and the drives knowing where she lives she wakes her up and she paying him what she owes him goes home and she wakes up next day at 12 just in time to get ready for her last oral exam at the University .
And she finishes this one with good results also and going to see her friends they get together to buy the clothes for the prom and getting her self together asks her brother best friend to help her out I mean he owes her after she saved his life that night when he was about to get killed by his parents for falling maths  .
Hey men help out u own  one? Please by my dance partner at the prom I already speak  with Eliza its ok!
Ok but no touching me .
Ok men no worries u are not my type LOL.
  We have to buy some clothes now before they run out men come on Eliza waits us there come on.
And they find the perfect match clothes she a beautiful slim body a pink dress just perfect length not showing her breasts and a lovely tiara just perfect on her. And for George   he found the perfect tuxedo .they are ready .and after getting the results and getting their diploma they have a day rest everybody getting ready for the big night .
Being the last night together as a class they all exchange pictures they see the videos from all the 6 years in the University and all the girls cry and the boys now being real men’s  make fun of the girls and as a song stars everybody sings: as our live change we remember all the times that we had together and we all be friends for ever….!NOW its time to party!
And they have laugh they have cried they had heard  the good news of some people getting married as each one of them stars a new life no longer counting on a college to bail him or her out they all pray that as tomorrow starts a new day their live be filled as moments like this …and as always Isabella takes the stage and as the music fades she starts to sing: we’ve being thru days of thunder na na say some people say we don’t belong they try to pull us under but here we stay together and we are million strong lets get on with the show and as she sing and dances to terse her dress apart she appears with a t-shirt and some pants with the name off all her class mates ! Ha ha guys I got your name u think u can get away ha ha ??
And as they made the last picture they go to have some cake she see the same men that she saw the other night?!Excuze me what are u doing here?
This is the cake that I made 4 u people this is my job ,making cakes 4 people !
Omg!I am sorry silly of me my  name is:Tudorache Isabella ,your name? My name is Dumitrescu Silviu nice to meet u hope u have a nice night and good luck with your new job! I hear that u are going in the Us ?
Where did u hear that ?
Everybody knows that now US it’s the last of opportunities especially this year when they are so many talented people like yourself .And I am hoping to go there myself .
Thank u sir.
U can call me by my name I don’t mind .
Yes but I can see I am 22 years old and maybe u are married and maybe 30 something and my mama taught me to be respectful for the people who are not of my age .
I bet your mom it’s a nice woman .
Yes she is .she is the best woman I ever meet and I am not just saying that because she is my mom but she worked really hard to raise me and my brother hey that’s very personal .and about Us u really want to go there u would be nice for many more Romanians like u to go there because I think u are talented to …..Do u mind if I have more cake .
Yes u take as much cake do u mind if u show me outside some of your moves?
Hey mister I am not a tramp u know?!
Who did it  said  u are relax I just want to tell u something’s about  Us that maybe u don’t know!
Ok .
First u need to know that US it’s a big country that is not America I have being there before for 2 weeks for my cousin wedding and if u don’t know where are u going u can get lost and some many people get fuelled by nice pictures and fame but sharks can eat ya in there and to be easy for people to get there they always go with someone and I was wandering when u are going ?
I have my interview for the embassy on Monday so in 2 days and I think its going to be easy .
Yeah that’s what u think let me go with u because I have a friend in there and maybe he can help u .
Ok but why u are helping me?
Just because u will see.ok
Thanks ,and as she gives him a kiss on the cheeks she fells his skin again and this time she shivers and like a dog when he is wet she sakes her shoulders doing this evrytime she is nervous or cold because outside its cold he gives her his jacked and takes her home in his car not the most beautiful car but was really beautiful thing it was the redheaded girl with her delicious brown eyes that when he was looking in to them u could see that see needs somebody like him to protect her from all the evil in the world and her pink lips that he just wants to kiss and her shoulders that he just wants to taste tonight but as he tries to touch her she gives him a look that can kill him and tell him that she is not like all those women that u see now or maybe the kind that he goes out with and she just tell him to stop the car and gives him back his jacket !
Good night creep!
Hey its not like that! I was  just looking  at u but what are u doing tomorrow .?
What u should be doing going to church god bless ya!?
O boy I am going to kill him !?
Who ?
Hey mom just a creep ho I wanna kill him just with my 2 hands he thinks just because he has a friend I can roll up and kiss and maybe I can sleep with him ha ha
And as she tells her mom what happened her mom agrees with her but her boss  ,just called and told her that this guy is really nice he  just donated a lot of money to the hospice that her church its having and he is well know for helping his family and Isa”s boss suggests that he lets him to help her because it’s a big country where she is going and she needs some help …..
Ok mom but nothing more I don’t have time  for this kind of thinks especially now ok go to bed! Love ya!
And as she goes to church and prays that she can forget this face that she is having in he mind those beautiful eyes and those lips and those arms that last night was dreaming that they were holding her so tight that she preyed that this temptation goes off her mind because she needs to do something else with her life  and if is Gods will she will get married with this guy but  he really needs to be the one for her that in time will understand her and will know how to deal with her past ….Amen
And changing to go the church hospice to help feed the sick especial because today they have a lot of new people and suddenly she see -is a very familiar face and she just hopes that God knows what he is doing and being nice she goes to him :
Good morning what are u doing here are u fallowing me?
O no I am helping out today because I was asked to make a nice cake for some folks here and plus my best friend grandmother its here would u like to help me cut some cake ? Please ?
Ok so u are a good person ill help u  but after I need to know more about u ok !
Ok .and as they cut the cake as she really smiles and she thank god because she is alive and she can help others to….
So they finish their job and they have lunch together having some pizza and as she Bowes down  to pray he just looks at her in awe ……he starts to tell her that he has 2 sisters that both of them they are out of the country one of them she is in Italy and she is married and with 2 twin girls and the other she is older  then him with 4  years and she is in England  with 2 boys married with an nice Italian men and because Silviu was always sending them money before they went to work in a foreign country and its his turn to do something about him even though he has a ok wage he used to always help so much his family that he only has a nice car and he is still living with his parents because he is putting money aside so he can start his own family and his own life and as she looks at him not knowing to believe him or not she just hopes that this is really real and he is a real nice men so her eyes they start to glow and as she tries to cut the pizza with the knife and fork he tells her to eat it with her hand and as she does so their eyes meet yet again and they fell a chemistry ,he brings her a nice cup of tea as he drinks  his cup of coffee and he lights his cigarettes she gives him the weirdest look in his life and she tells him that she doesn’t like smoking especially  because that had made her dad to die and she starts to tell her life story as she dint have a father when she needed the most and when she is going to get married she wants to make sure that her husband doesn’t die just like her dad that is if she is going to get married because she not what people think this is just a cover up :I have secrets that nobody will like to know about  I am not wife material trust me I don’t wanna marry me if that is your thing!
Hey I think u are a cool girl that’s it!
Thanks can u give me a ride back home couse I am ambushed and tomorrow we need to go to the embassy!
And they go to her house she shows him around but telling him not to do something ,stupid or she knows karate ,and as they see some,  of her videos ,he realise that she is talented and if she is not going to ,have success with her new job  he is going to help ,me get something better ,and as he gives her a kiss on the cheeks  ,he :good night u rest plenty for tomorrow u need it !
Thanks u to night-night,  and she returns the favour kissing him ,on his cheeks she smiles and goes to sleep ,not forgetting to think God 4 his kindness !
The next morning as ,she goes out of bed after saying ,to herself that she is with the Lord and the Lord, will prevail she is ready to do this ,putting her best make-up and her best black suit and shoes ,and having his kiss still on her cheeks ,she smiles like she is a happy woman. And   as ,she goes in and shows her contract ,and her diploma smiling speaking, only good words about America ,she is getting her visa for 1 year with the ,best recommendation from, the ambassador giving ,her  a hug a giving her time 2 ,weeks to get in to the Us .She goes, outside and gives Silviu a big hug and accidentally, a big kiss on his lips that she needs ,to taste over and over again ,but she stops because he is not her husband and he doesn’t  love her she ,runs away from him ,just like she did with every blessing that God wanted  , to bless her with because she is scared ,but he catching her ,he hells  her close telling her that she needs , to stop running and to trust in love because this is her only opportunity, to be happy and taking her, hands they go in to a café to have some ,quiet time and to worm up, because its raining outside and he ,is proposing her to marry, him because he can see that ,she needs this and for it’s a good opportunity for him to take care of her and 4 them to go together to America and get happy ,but she is laughing ,and seeing that he ,is serious she stops and explains him, that  they don’t know each ,other that much ,and  she likes him but she doesn’t  love him but he; I don’t love ya either but I can learn plus its better if we go in the USA as husband and wife than girlfriend and boyfriend so what u say ?
Hey men ,are u ready for this? I  only have 1 week to get married because in the next one I am going away ok so we have to get creaking my beautiful future husband to be ok ?
Ok where do we start ?
We go and buy me a really cheap, engagement ring because , am not a diva u know I am happy, with what ever but I ,need to know your family also .
And as they, buy a beautiful pink ring ,for her ,they start practising kissing more and she ,is, drown more closer, to him as she closes ,her eyes as she gives, her the most juicy kiss ever with their, tongs moving in a circle ,and she feels like her ,whole body is in ecstasy but she is not married yet ,with him to make love to him so she stops him or their deal is off !
Chapter 2 knowing my secret /saying I do!

And they take the closest, road to his parent, house and she goes ,in a flower shop to get a bouquet ,of flowers for his mom ,and a bottle of whisky for his dad and praying that they, will accept her as their new daughter ,and waiting for Silviu to talk with them ,first she waits ,in the car and they go, in to the nice villa that is ,in a nice neighbourhood she goes inside: hello  my name is Isabella nice to meet u!
This is my mom Ekaterina and my dad Emanuel !
Nice to meet u to !please sit down so my son tells me that u are a dancer like the ones that u see every night  getting undress?
No mam its not like that I am going to be a choreographer in a few years time in America and I need a lovely husband like your son to back me up!
Hey women if the kids are in love what do u want from them shut up and let them be!
Hey my husband only time will know if they are going to last because young people now a days they brake up easily !
Mom that is not going to happen to us and I am taking Isabella to show her around lets go honey .
Honey that’s new !
So when we go in to this room its my big sister when she comes to visit us watch your head and this one big one its my other sister room with her own kitchen because she loves to have her own space because of her husband being Italian he is on special diet and she has to make special food for him and this next now its mine room u are shivering gosh u are cold lets putt the fireplace on because I don’t want to get cold but u remember how to get here after I take u back to your house ?
Hey honey very funny but do I have something I can change in I am sleeping in this men !And as she changes in some clothes that he broth from her sister she starts to get her jacket off and he finds in her underwear in the most cute pink boxers and he turn away but he wants to really strip her down and make her his and those beautiful curves of her giving her o good bite and touching her where no one did that before but for now he needs to gain her trust first and coming in the room again she ask him to get the necklace stock in her, long red hair like a tomato ,puree he does that but after he, turns her towards, him and puts his big hands ,on her butt and gives them a good squash and starts kissing, her neck  but she fights back! She becomes ,like a tigress hitting back and she ask him, to leave her alone or else ,and she goes to the bathroom to wash her hands before, dinner time she calls her mom,  and explains her little situation and tells her that tomorrow ,will home for some nap time ,in her own bed and she ask god for patience ,not to brake his face in to ,million pieces but  deep inside she likes him, but she doesn’t want to make, his game as always she, needs to be cordial and gets to the table ,and says grace ,and being full ,kisses the hand of her “mother in law” seeing in ,her eyes that she is really ,nice and helping with the ,washing up after that they are going, in to their room as a ,normal couple would only they he offered her, to sleep in  the inflated sofa ,and he will sleep in the bed as a ,cool gentlemen .as they go to their separated  beds ,Isabella gives him a kiss thanking him for the lovely meal ,as she pulls the blanket  towards  herself she prays for he new family and for happiness and that she may have love for her husband ,she puts her head to her pillow  but 3 hours after she has a nightmare the same one about when she nearly got raped when she was working in  that night club so she  starts .screaming and trembling all over so Silvius goes to her makes her up slowly and wiping her sweat ,Kissing her  softly takes  her in his arms as she wakes up she tells him :I never told anybody  before not even my own mom its something that most woman will never say to a men that they are going to get married please hold me ! Are u sure u still want to marry me after everything I am going to tell u ?
Yes I have made u a promise I am going to keep it come here.
I am here ,before I used to work in the pub and go to university ,I used to work in a night club to have enough money ,for uni  ,for clothes and a better life, but I am not a tramp I never went out with none of my clients I was just dancing ,but in one night somebody fallowed me , caught me in a corner and tried to rape me ,he torn me clothes apart but I slapped him , he kept going but I started screaming and I managed to escape from but he had a gun and started firing and shot me in my leg its only a scratch now but there in the spot really hurt ,they had him arrested and I stopped working in there o u have no idea how  good that makes me feel I needed to tell someone I  know u will understand .
Yes I understand I knew u had some secret everybody has one don’t worry your secret its safe with me  hey even my self have secrets I am not who u think I am so I need to show u ,so taking her in his bed taking  his clothes off she saw the raw muscles she heard his heart beating fast and with her head resting   on his beautiful hairy chest   kissing it thanking him for saving, her from her nightmare  and falling asleep in his beautiful arms she dreams of their life in America to be so happy her finally having the courage to tell him, that she loves him, and they have a lovely church wedding , just like she is dreaming every night but the dream its short because here comes another kiss as she feels his arms touching, her in places where he should not, be touching as she finds him on top of her she just gives him a slap and turns the other way, with her back at , him but inside of her goes a battle , because she would ,love to make love to him now but, goes against everything she believes, in so  she sleeps until the morning when he wakes up with a kiss on her cheek .
Hey sorry bout ,last night I dint mean ,to jump on u if don’t want that!
Hey I know what its like but I am still not ready to do that.
I know ,I understand ,but I hope after we get, married u are going to fulfil your duty as wife or ill find another one !
Ha  very funny not if u divorce me first !
Ok lets stop, the jokes cause we have work ,to do we have to the mayor, offices for our papers ,and I have to know your mom so hurry up please baby ill see ya in  kitchen .
They have breakfast ,he still see is that glow in, here eyes as she looks at him differently only her and him sharing a secret that she needs to putt behind her witch she is going to do with his help. In his car she begs him not to tell anyone ,he repeats that he won’t  do that and they go 4 their papers ,they are hand in hand like they know one another from a life time .getting everything they need they go to see her mom and :o finally I get to meet the lovely young man that she is going to make my daughter happy or ill kill ya ,ha-ha I am messing with you, so tell me how did u meet?
Mom I need to change I talk to him and I will be right back ,u behave honey ok?
So as, he tells her mom ,that she is 10 years younger than him, and that doesn’t  make any difference couse,  he only wants to give her, a better life and to help her a lil bit in ,this new chapter in her life  and to make her happy because she deserves ,a chance  because by the look of thinks only few people did that! He promised that ,he wont heart her or, to brake her heart, because even though its only a few days since they know each other he loves her and has the best intensions !and 4 her to hear those things makes her heart to melt and says to herself that she loves him ,ever since that night but they have to last as a couple with she, doesn’t believe its going to, happen because, she believes she ,doesn’t deserves to have somebody that nice ,to her because inside she is evil and did to many bad things in the past !she goes in the living room wiping  her tears by putting a lot of make up in !
So mom what u think is he a keeper?
that’s for u to decide !
Hey I love ya!
Yeah me to u are not staying for lunch ?
No ,will grab some food in town ,I have so lil time for papers, so I have to rush god bless and  give Jimmy a kiss from me ?!
Who is jimmy ?
My brother ,but he is always busy with his school .U are a really nice, men u were being so honest with my mommy I , heard everything u told her u love me that’s so cool of u!?
Maybe it’s the truth !
Yeah I know couse of last night u wanna have some!
Maybe why not?
Couse we are not  married yet and I don’t love u I don’t even like mister!
U are so crazy, with your religion and I think u, like u are just so afraid, to love like ,Satan runs from holly water!
that’s not funny and its not religion its believing !and maybe I like u a lil bit because of nice cakes !
Ok !
Ok!can we change the subject !
Have it your way u see u are making not turning right !
I am sorry!
U should be we have to buy our wedding rings!
O boy I thought we are going for those papers.
Yes we are but we need some rings, or u think I am making u my wife without any ring?
O u are amazing .
Thanks now lets go.
Hello sir with what can I help u ?
I would like to buy 2 wedding rings 1 for me ,1 for my fiancé do u have some samples?
Yes we have sir, right this way please .AS they browse ,around she finds the perfect watch ,2 white gold rings with, yellow gold in the middle and in perfect round shape and 20 karat gold :baby this is perfect I love it can we have this?
Yes of course anything for u my love ,I would like this 2 please.
And as they try them ,on they fit like a glove only his ring needs some rearrangement  a lil bit as he wants to surprise her and as he hoes to pay in the back giving special orders, for the jeweller, he  leaves her, to make some calls to her friends ,to tell them the good news, she suddenly fells really happy and she tells her bf ,that she is in love with him, now after all he is perfect, and after all that kissing its starting to work. When they fill the paper works she sees his family name ,she thinks that she is going to love her new family name and she starts to smile ,he asks her why, she tells him because she loves the rings, and as they give all the papers ,and pay for getting married quickly hey go hand in hand outside and he is having a cigarette, she tells him that they don’t have  time to do the church wedding , but if they are still going to be together in a year they can go back to Romania and do that!
And the rain, starts again and they go, quickly in to the car with, her this time starting to kiss, him and touching him, and feeling that tummy, of his that is so perfect in shape ,and in colour, and calling his name putting, her hands in his hair  and whispering in his year ,that he likes him now but she needs some more times but he puts her hand, in his jewels to feel them, but she gives a strange look and slaps his hand:hey u behave !
Baby u turn me on its not my fault u are so sexy that I want to bag u!
Take a cold shower !
U try that when I am going to have u  are going to be sorry!
And she does her shivering again explaining him that this is a tick !
As they stay there until the rain stops shoulder to shoulder they fell asleep but he puts her in the back with his jacket on and lets her to sleep until they reach o good restaurant so, waking her nicely she slaps herself a lil bit ,she arranges her hair and her clothes ,and as they go in to the restaurant he is amazed that he likes the same restaurant just like her .And they have the same tastes in food they both love pasta with chicken ,a good wine but he is not drinking because he is driving ,and they have a good time ,they talk about their childhood about how many mistakes they made in school and how many girls they have turned him down to marry him until, she came along ,how they have same tastes in food and music and how, they are both of them born in the same month difference of 6 days :he is born on 23 of July and she is born on the 29 of July how funny is that, and they are both in the same zodiac ,but she doesn’t believe in this stupid thinks! And after finishing ,their food they go to buy their clothes for the civil wedding, and because she doesn’t want a wedding dress only a nice suit he buys, something that matches her ,suit perfect but because she is missing, a nice pair of earrings he makes, her to close her eyes and really loving he gives him the biggest kiss in the whole universe and that makes him to do something crazy , they go to a hotel to spend the night the most nearest to where they are now , determined to have her ,and pushed by this temptation she goes with him .and she goes to bathroom to have a really nice shower after 5 minutes she feels something in her back something like tic liking her and hard as a rock and he stars to wash her body slowly as he kiss her in the same time; tell  me u love me please u ,have to love me couse I gave u so many things .
Yes I love u not,  because u gave so many because, I liked u from the 1 time I saw u but I cant do this .
As he slowly ,just holds her close, in his arms as they wash each other he just lets go and goes in the only ,bed that they have !
As she goes, like this naked in the bed ,in her side holding him his butt turn to her face ,he asks her why she is so scared to trust him because he is not going to abandon her and she: I am scared because I am a virgin I kissed men I got naked u know in the club but with u its different I can feel it and as pray forgiveness for sinning ,God help me .
I am sorry baby but God can help u know I wanna make love to you !
But I am scared !
Its ok trust me !
So he starts to kiss, her everywhere and starts to, put his jewel in her jewel she stars to scream ,and starts to feel pain, and turns away from him, he apologizes and he puts her clothes on and just held’s her in his arms not letting her to suffer for this ,promising not to try anything anymore ,until they are married !
Next morning they go for blood exams and for all the medical exams for the wedding, and she sees the needle, she almost faints but he ,held’s her hand not letting her go until they are finished with the needle and kisses her forehead  saying her nice thinks .he goes in and he makes a joke, that now she can see with ,she was sleeping last night with! And as expected their results are ok .
She tells him that she needs to go to the church and that she would be seeing him the day after, she needs some time off from all this ,and as she just gives him the cold shoulder ,going to her church ,starts crying being scared of doing this marriage but she prayed, so much for a good husband and a good opportunity to be happy and now that she thinks its her good opportunity ,she is SO SCARED! So she starts to pray and cry for guide -ness and waiting for her to finish its her spiritual mentor ,Pastor Andres knowing about her problem from her mom.
So what it’s the problem Isabella ?
Pastor ,I think this guy its ok he buys me nice thinks and does nice thinks for everybody but its not enough !and it’s a problem with the sex !
I hope u dint do nothing !
Of course not !but I just pray 4 patience !
If he is a good men he will wait ,4 u but u must be sure, he will treat u right and he will start to, be a good Christian just like u  but u most give him a good example!
Ok pastor ill try !
Do u mind if u help with the children today ?
No sir u know I love kids !god bless ya!
And as she looks after the kids and teaches them bible stories ,and as she holds a 7 months old baby boy ,and sings him a lullaby, and he fells asleep in her arms thinks and hopes to see her dream come true to have 2 children with SILVIU 1 boy and 1 girl! Amen to that!
The time passes by and she helps to clean up the mess that the children made ,she goes down to the hospice, to see the sick and to say a prayer for the old people and being as late as is and her mom working late tonight ,she calls her and tells her not to work to hard and tonight its waiting for her brother to watch some movies but he is gone camping with some friends so she calls her bf and watches with her a movie and tells her about the lil accident from yesterday’s :o men u love him ISABELLA LOVES SILVIU!
I do not!
O come on u were ready to do the naughty thing !
Yes but only lil happened and besides I have asked Gods forgiveness for that!
Yes I understand girl but u need to be loved! Plus he is known in our neighbourhood  for his cakes and sweets !
Yes girl I know , but I thing to much of a good thing it can make ya diabetic u know that!
Yeah, yeah what ever!
Ok girl lets watch this u got the popcorn?
Yeah !
What movie its this?
Scarlet !
O men u are killing me!
Yeah I know u should be married with him by the way when u are going to get married ?
In 5 days !
O men that’s fast!
I know! And as she, hears the phone ringing ,she picks up and hearing a very  known  voice she goes in her bedroom ,not to be disturbed by her crazy friend making silly noises !
Hey baby how are u how did your day go? And her heart beats 10000 km/hr.
I am good baby I missed u.
Yeah? Me to! What did u do today ?
I take the rings ?
Omg our rings that’s cool !tomorrow ill come to see u in your house !
Do u remember where ?
Yes or if not ,ill meet ya by 4 or 6 in the afternoon, couse in the morning I have some things to do!ok !?
Ok baby Isabella ?I cant wait to see u!
Yes !
I love you !
I love you !good night sleep tight !
And she blows him a kiss over the phone !
Going back to the movie ,the girls make fun of Silviu and his phone call how she is in love with him! And she cries when, somebody makes love and falls asleep with the popcorn in one, hand and her bf head in the other, hand but her mom comes home and toques them inn and kissing there heads !
Next day Isabella after, her beauty routine she goes in the fridge and takes out some veggies to make real good soup as she hears the phone !
Good morning with a decisive tone!
This is not the way u, should say good morning  , to your future husband !
Hey honey I dint recognised your voice sorry !
Its ok u own me one what are u doing now !
Hey I girl has to eat ,at home also if I ,eat like this every ,day how u want to spoil me I am going to be FAT mama someday and u don’t need that ok!
Hey u are grumpy today !
No it’s the reality remember I am a dancer okay doky .
Ok my lovely ISABELLA when I finish just meet outside to your apartment.
Men u are desperate !
No I just wanna see ya!
Ok ill see ya!
As she makes the soup she puts a lot of soul her mom and her friend being waked -up by the smell of the soup !
Good morning ladies breakfast its almost ready but I wanna bring some also my future in laws!
And she reads her bible after she eats she reads about love :love is patient ,love is kind, love is not boastful ……seeks no evil !she prays for more love in his heart and to be true love! And after cleaning ,the house and kitchen, and taking a good shower ,she puts in the most stunning red dress and takes some change clothes and she goes out the door !to go to see silviu faster taking  a taxi faster until silviu told her and she goes the for 2-3 minutes ,and realises that she was suppose  to get down ,one street in front and its starting to rain ,she ask around if some one knows the Dumitrescu family, but nobody knows until she asks about the family with 3 children ,but they told her that its  1 bus station in front from here because everybody knows the men who is a good pastry chef yummy! And she goes like this walking and she gets wet and one of her in laws neighbours see her and they take her in their car because its to heavy  the rain !
Thank u sir ,mam!
Its our pleaser plus I thing someone its waiting for u!
As they live her in the front of the house they even start to  call their neighbour name !
Hey baby !
Hey ,thank u for bringing my fiancé back and safe !
Hey baby what’s wrong with u I Sade I was going to come at u!
Yes I know and she held’s him because she got so wet!
Ok lets take u inside! Give  me a kiss !muah!
As they go inside she says hello and gives  her new mom the soup that she made!
So they go in to the same nice room with parquet on the floor and lovely wallpapers and a bed and the sofa ! He puts the fireplace quickly as she starts to get undressed because everything that she has its wet and when she see -s him with his normal clothes a nice grey pullover and the most cheap  home trousers that turns her in and she puts her cold and small hands in his pullover and he helps take everything down quickly and takes her in his arms and puts her in this big bed, and he starts to get naked to worm her up and he is so hot his butt so nice and round and soft! As she lets him worming her up she coughs a lil bit but he ,holds her even closer and tells her if she did that 4 him that most be real love ,but she: its not love its only attraction ,I only sad that I love u because u gave-d me expensive, things u know that and when our passion its fading, u are going to find another one, and have kids with and I am going to divorce, u and marry an American like I always wanted.
U are talking rubbish !u love me!
Hey I like u I cant wait to marry u I  so that I can make love to you I only sad that I love because  of that’ll.
Hey u are weird !but I have made u a promise and I am keeping it ok?tough woman?! Now shut up and let me keep u worm or your mom will think I don’t look after u!and u are still scared because we never been loved like now if u would trust me and let go of that stupid past u will see that I am the one for you! The rain stops, after 1 hour everybody  its worm and ready for some rings picking up and when she see-s her ring her eyes glow cause it is written :Isabella my love and the date of their wedding :26 October 2006!
As they take the rings she thanks him 4 the cool gesture she explains him that she is going to say that she loves him only in front of others just for respect SHE ONLY RESPECTS HIM !but it’s a nice ring !
 
As the day go ,on they buy everything, they need she goes to church to tell ,she gets her bags ready he calls, some friends and he finds a good job For the Us just working, in the same place that she ,will make her rehearsals  she tells everybody the good, news apologizing 4 not, making her church wedding now she plans a awesome goodbye party a PJ party only 4 the girls inviting all her close friends and all her ex colleagues :hey girls tonight its our night its my last night as a single girl and I am so freaking out I need some help I need to know I my making a mistake or I my loosing my mind hey now I need to know somebody slap me please!
There u go honey!hey and no phone calls!
Hey Elizabeth I was just kidding but tks !so girls I raise my glass of juice to u all even if u are married or not !Love ya girls! Lets watch a movie !Love story or My best friends wedding or white chicks?
White chicks!
Ok .
So they  watch the movie they ,laugh cry ,they see the wedding ring, play cards ,sing karaoke she receives texts from “her love” but she never texts back ,they drink until its 6 AM and everybody its falling asleep ,she takes advantage of this and calls him:hey baby how are u ?me and girls we had fun u and the boys are ok?
Hey who is this?
Hey mr Silviu its me silly!
Hey I was just kidding! I knew its you!
We are ok cant tell what we did but with us the party goes on and on !
But tomorrow its best not see each other cause its ok if the day ofter I see u,I love ya u    know!
Yes I was thinking the same thing !I love ya!
Hey its ok u don’t need to say it its nobody there !
Ok good morning !
Ok ISABELLA il see u  be a good girl!
Hey I am a good girl!
She is thinking that she hit the jackpot with this guy!
But she needs to think that do tomorrow how is going to spend her day cause “it’s the last/first day for the last of life /imagine only good things!
So she sleeps she feels perfectly ready 4 this ,she wakes ,up makes breakfast for everyone and sings everyone a thank you song kissing them on their funny cheeks .
So Isabella what u are doing today we need to go shopping !
O boy I am sick of this everyone wants to take me shopping !
Because u need some cute flowers honey and I am making your hair and IONELLA will do your make up !Now after the breakfast the girls they go for a job couse she needs to be in shape for her wedding night as she runs with her friends ,she pray’s O,father ,bless our lives together help me fulfil his fantasy’s and I start to forget the past and to be able to trust him ,o god its hard ,its such a burden for me , god ,help me ,bless me with wisdom I ask this in your son name!amin!
What are u thinking about Isabella?
I am  thinking that I am running faster than you ha -ha see ya!
As they have a really good time ,they go back to the house to get ready for  making ,something special ,for the kids in the hospice they dance and paints their  little  and cute faces ,as she loves kids and helping others thinking that hopefully one day will be a good loving mom as, she thinks that she cant wait to see her new family and the kids thinking that she will be a aunty for the 1ST time !she keeps making the kids smile shaking as she is nervous, still thinking if  she ready for the best thing that ever happened to her ,and as:o lord, as we come in to your presence ,please  bless this kids and may they have peace and love in to their little hearts ,may they find soon comforting in to your love and they may find ,each one of them new parents that will love them as there are and may they are happy with them ,they are a true family ,and to keep them protected from all the bad things in the world o my god I ask this in to your son name !amen!
That was really nice Isabella!
Thank you pastor!
Now everybody lets pray for Isabella as she starts a new life together with her new future husband cause by this time tomorrow she will be Miss dumitrescu !lord please bless this souls that tomorrow will become husband and wife may be blessed ,may they start their life together in love and happiness and in peace and may their marriage be filled with your holly spirit ,may they have blessed children, and  a long life together and that this new journey will be filled with good lections o lord touch their life and give them wisdom how to live  with one  another in the name of the father the son and the holly ghost amen!
O pastor thank you!
Your welcome my daughter!
As they clean up , they putt the kids to bed ,Isabella still holding a 2 years old girl in her arms talking with her telling her a nice ,bed story and praying 4 her and after Kissing her softly she puts her in the bed and tacks her in hoping that will be more babies like them !
Its time we go honey u have a long day tomorrow ok lets go!
Ok ,as she turns the lights off just living the special lights she goes to the exit as she has tears in her eyes ,she thanks everybody for  their help with this and they see all of them tomorrow she just needs some time to be with herself to reflect ,promising that u will be not to late but their friends they call SILVIU cause they know, that he is the only one that she listens to and the only one that she   see’s !god I don’t know if I can do this I am scared I only wish to see him I miss him and I don’t trust his friends!
only he can make me start behaving differently ! O god help me ! As she gets to her knees to cry in the park where no one see-s her but she feels a hand in her back saying:hey baby I am here please get up ,we  need to talk !its ok if u need to cry u go and cry I know u are scared but u need to trust me!
I don’t know how to trust ya?!plus u know u have needs and maybe u have  made sex with some one maybe a tramp u know how can I know that u will be fateful to me until I die hey how can I know that u are going to love me when I am not sure that u love me now god I wish to make sex with u now I have to say you are hot but I am not wife material I cannot  make u children I am a criminal not only that I almost killed that weird guy I killed some one else me! Going to that club was not the only thing that I used to do I did so many other things that killed my soul u would not understand me u are always a normal person! I now know that god forgave me but I cant still forgive me !I am not perfect I am going to be a bad woman to you!
I don’t care I  really don’t let me show u how I don’t care about this !
So ,he grabs her takes her butt and puts it in his knees as they stay on a bench in the park he  takes the hair out of her face and softly touches her lips with his and kisses her with his all as, she puts her arms around his neck  ,and  kisses him back with a passion that puts other people to shame ,they kiss ,they start touching and as they hear someone coming they run behind a big tree where no one can see him and he starts touching her skin ,holding even closer to him and whispering in her ear that he really loves her and he admits having sex with other women before her but he loves her he loves as she puts all her soul in music she needs to put some soul in to loving him as well, because music can fade ,can stop sometime ,but love can last a lifetime and u only love 1 time in your life with all your soul .I cant change the way u think about yourself in one day but I can show it worth trying !as he keeps loving her going with his hands in her shirt touching where he should not  ,she pushes him away only to cry in his shoulder with her head deep in him, he comforts her touching her hair loving her smell  letting her know that this is good! She needs to let go of everything as they start everything new ,afresh! that’s nothing to fear but fear itself, so come on baby, stop crying u have to be a beautiful woman tomorrow I cant wait to make u mine !
Me to !have a good night!
Hey don’t live like that please let me make it better!
As he kisses her as their tongs unite in a circle she likes this and grabs his butt and kisses him back now taking control! As she does that he kisses her with one last kiss that sends her home with a smile on her face!
But he being a gentlemen walks her home safely and when they get close to her house he gives her a good night kiss and gets to his house!
As she gets in the house ,wile  the girls are waiting for her to say something hugging them: I love ya guys u are the best u made my night I am naming my kids after u!
Hey sister relax u need to sleep now or u will be tired tomorrow ok?!
Ok sister love ya!whuah!
                 So she sleeps’ like she is a fairytale  and not only she dreams beautifully things , she is resting like she should !
                As they both dream of each other  their families get ready  the last things only wishing that they will be happy!
So the hours pass until its morning .
She wakes up ,she takes her last shower as a single women she says a lil prayer and as her heart is raising a 20000/km per hour ,she takes a deep breath, she puts her robe on and goes to the kitchen where all her girls are there waiting for her ,